"BE" Interviews

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Canadian Interview
Added to the Kingdom of Loss :
: 2005-01-21
Interviewer:
Kurt Zander
For:
Prog Archives
Answering:
Daniel Gildenlow
Date of interview:
21st of October, 2004


1. Could you give us a brief description of your evolution through life?

I am not sure if you mean like a short autobiography, the evolution of the band or how I have changed as a person through the years. I guess, in either way, the answer would be too long to fit in any context other than a book. In any sense, I feel very much the same as who I was at the age of 11 – the biggest difference is that people take me more seriously now that I am a so called “grown-up”.

2. What message do you wish to express with your music?

It depends very much on what album I am writing, but I always revolve around humanistic values and the way every action will make a difference on a surprisingly large scale. I wish to focus on the fact that it is important who you are and what you do, and that the quest for finding out how to deal with those two topics is something that will follow us throughout our lives. Mankind may be the stupidest creature ever to have walked the surface of this earth (people may argue that we have survived this long and prospered so we must be very successful – well, then I say that every other species alive today has survived just as long, and furthermore, all other species ever to be extinct survived up to a certain point when they, for some reason, became too stupid to survive and fit the system – so maybe we were “smart” up until about 8,000 years ago and NOW we are too stupid to survive in that we simply grab too much?), but I still haven’t given up on us.

3. What are some of the goals of Pain of Salvation, musically, professionally, etc.?

To drive the unworthy hordes of filthy human creatures in front of us and punish them relentlessly for their ignorance with our rightful swords of blazing steel and leather whips carved out of live cattle, in order to prevent them from breeding and thus, with their detestable inbred descendants reeking of sloth and stupidity, soil this earth that justly belongs to us!
Sorry, I’m just having this fling with power metal… Did I forget to mention the dark pits of angst and fire? [laughs]

4. When did your love for music come to fruition?

Well, I grew up in a home where music was very present – my parents were listening to music and had a lot of records. I found my favourites in some Beatles, Simon & Garfunkel, ELO and so on. But usually I was stuck on particular songs rather than specific artists or albums, and I am exactly the same still. So I would, carefully, play those specific songs from those specific albums. Some songs that I remember falling for very early were “The Boxer” and “Sound of Silence” with Simon & Garfunkel, “Jolene” with Olivia Newton John, “Fernando” (the verses), “Winner Takes it All”, “Eagle” and “Happy New Year” with ABBA, “Norwegian Wood”, “Let it be” and of course the second half of “Abbey Road” by The Beatles (I loved the movie “Help” as well and really liked the song “Hide Your Love Away”). There was this song about a grocer named Jack who died and I remember being really moved by that song as a kid – I have later found out that it was “Excerpt from a Teenage Opera” by Keith West. I also remember “Mission” by ELO, “Suicide is Painless” from M*A*S*H and “Mother’s Little Helper” by Rolling Stones – all of which could be found if you ventured through my parents’ record and tape collection. All this was before school so I would have been younger than 7. I later on found Jesus Christ Superstar, before getting into Kiss at the age of 8 – in the school library they had this one cool album called “Love Gun” by a band called Kiss. Now, they had two audio systems and four chairs with headphone jacks, which meant you could be two guys listening to the same album, but only two albums could be played. So, during every lesson you would (through whispers) pair up with a class mate to aim to get one of those systems and listen to Kiss during the coming break, then you would double your chances to get to listen to the album. A few times you would come running into the library out of breath just to find both audio systems taken. That would signify a bad day. [laughs] Anyway, I think it was Kiss that made me obsessed with the idea of writing music and playing the guitar. They were the trigger, even though I’d been enjoying trying mom’s guitar or the piano even before that.

5. Is selling a large abundance of records important at all, perhaps, to communicate a message to many people?

Well, yes and no. First of all, of course it helps you to get your point through if it is digested, or at least received, by a lot of people. But there is more to it. I mean, it would be just as sufficient if all people got your music for free, through downloading it or copying it, for instance. However, if you look at it from a long term perspective you will find it necessary to sell at least a fair deal of albums, since your ability to devote yourself to your music and worlds of creation derives from your financial situation and, uttermost, how well your creations are received and how much that generates. If nobody bought an album I would probably have to give up after two or three attempts as an artist, no matter how big my communicative or artistic urge would be. In short, if I had to work 8 hours a day with plumbing to be able to pay rent and food and have that as my sole income, I would never be able to invest so much time and effort in the music and concepts that I create.

6. What types of curriculum interested in you, during the educational process?

Well, there is always the difference between being good at, and being interested in I guess. I was reading and writing very early and language has always come easy for me, but in school that meant I had to skip two grades in Swedish and I always hated attending those classes. A wiseass is never appreciated so the fourth graders would of course be quite irritated when this second grader would sit in on their lessons. I always loved drawing and music, but again, I detested music lessons in those early years. Our teacher actually bribed me in second grade, giving me a small coin every time I joined the others in singing a song. I think this is quite natural (although maybe not what we would call “normal”) and caused by under stimulation; I was very easily bored. I loved to write short stories to which I drew images, creating characters and names for the characters. I drove many teachers nuts by contradicting them in their lines of reasoning. In retrospective I was probably quite odd. In second grade I refused to be called Daniel and would only listen to the name Christian (which is rather amusing considering the meaning of the name in English). I was a very fast runner but I always hated gymnastics and sports and of course happily shared that information with all teachers in those subjects. And I always had to prove things. Once our teacher decided to punish me during a soccer game by letting me run one time around the whole soccer field (those are huge). I ran 28 times around the field, until the lesson ended. The only one suffering from that was me of course. Stupid boy. [smiles] Anyway, I later on learned to appreciate language again, when I finally found an intelligent and creative teacher. I sometimes wish I had been growing up in another time, when physics and mathematics were considered exciting and a lot of creative people were into that – with enthusiastic teachers I think I could have been brilliant in those subjects. Instead, I have had to find them at a much later age by myself. To sum it up – I love knowledge and learning, but the educational process has constantly and repeatedly only turned me off. I wish more creative and charismatic people would choose to become teachers.

7. Did you ever take vocal lessons?

I did, during Music College – but I must say that it only confused me in my quest to find my own voice. At first my teacher could only confirm that I did things right from the start, then she proceeded by trying to force me into a template on how to sing. It took me like two years to get back on track after those lessons. [laughs]

8. What is your knowledge concerning musical theory? Did you ever receive guitar lessons, or are you self-taught?

To me, learning music theory was like studying a language you already speak. You basically knew all the words and how they would relate to each other and have different values in different situations, but then you learn that this specific word class is called a non-transitive verb for instance, or that this particular form of the word is called future tense, see? It is very helpful in communicating your ideas to other musicians, or understanding why this or that passage is so attractive to you. Music itself, however, is a completely different thing. We all know physics by heart, every time we make the immense calculations needed to keep our balance when we walk, or in the way we can calculate gravitation and mass at the blink of an eye when someone throws us a ball. To know the set of rules and notions is a different thing altogether, but may still be as useful to you. To answer your question then; I took guitar lessons from the age of nine – our teacher was an old drunk who had never heard of the term “pedagogy” – and what he taught me more than anything else, even though he didn’t know this, was the importance of not giving up. We were six or seven kids at first, I was the only one left after one year. One by one they would start to cry and leave, never to return to his lessons. I had my times when I wanted to quit too, but my mother would always say “hang in there, things will brighten up”. She was right of course. My conclusion when it comes to learning from teachers is this: “Listen carefully to what they say, then the hell with it”…

9. Would you consider yourself autonomous in nature?

Yes, I have a wonderful talent when it comes to ignoring common knowledge, this has always led me down the path of originality, with lines of people on both sides of the path, shaking their heads. It is of course my mission in life always to prove them wrong. [smiles]

10. What or whom, would you say inspires you?

My wife Johanna inspires me of course. There have been so many sources of inspiration in my life, it’s just impossible to mention even a fraction. But what it all boils down to, is the fact that who we are as persons affect all we do, so the inspirational forces that have changed me as a person are simply more influential on my music than any musical references. That’s my opinion anyway. And then I can mention some of my all time heroes: Astrid Lindgren and Tage Danielsson, two Swedish writers who have been of great importance to me in retrospective. They always had humanistic values at the heart of everything they did.

11. Have films had any influence on your you or your writing?

I have always loved movies, an interest that has only increased with every passing year. I couldn’t say any movies in particular, but musically I would have to mention Jesus Christ Superstar and The Wall of course.

12. What are your thoughts on religious belief systems?

Difficult topic to deal with in this limited context. My whole point in “BE” is that religion is our small way of repeating a pattern from a higher fractal level. Another piece of the puzzle is the fact that fractal relations tend to shift. The tools we create becomes our masters, just like the “masters” that, according to the religious belief systems you mention, create us becomes our tools, allowing us to kill in the name of pacifism or burn to save from eternal flames. To me, human religion can be displayed by a hypothetic scene where two one dimensional people look at a cylinder from two angles and them kill each other in a fight concerning whether it is round or square. They can simply never grasp the concept of the three dimensions. This does not mean that the cylinder is supernatural or fantastic in any way; it is merely on a fractal above their comprehension. They are both right, and they are both wrong – the question “is there a god?” in our world, is like for them to ask “is the shape round?” – altogether just a concept that cannot be applied to our sense of reality, our fractal. Thus, as I see it, every/any human conclusion on this must ultimately and without exception be faulty and fractioned (it may seem as I myself am making a conclusion or definition right here, but I only conclude that we cannot know, which is to decide to avoid making a definition rather than defining something). No point killing each other over that; we have so many other reasons anyway, as it seems.

13. What are your views on drugs ? (Not in reference to prescription)

If you have a small mind they seem to help you get access to the parts you have shut down. It’s like a shortcut to a visionary state that you can reach anyway if you just let go of your mental limitations put there after years and years in this world. If your mind is already large they will just help you shut down other parts of it. Let’s say they are a shortcut to a place to which you will never find a proper way if you use them. Usually, when a mediocre artist starts doing drugs, they will in fact produce one or two interesting albums, more open minded than their previous work, then they will just turn sour and never do anything as good again. At least, that’s my impression. I don’t go near them. I have struggled through dense vegetation to find that place anyway, and that journey has done me good.

14. What are your feelings about live performances?

I love to perform live; it gives music another dimension. I just wish that our contemporary society was more appreciative when it comes to seeing live music. But, then again, I hardly ever go and see other bands live so who am I to say anything, really. On the other hand, I think it would be different if I weren’t playing music myself – I have to focus on the creational process and sometimes that means cutting down on the incoming channels. On stage, sometimes you get to that state of magic when you are 100% into the song and you are just in this flow – being in touch with something larger than life (just a matter of speaking, life transcends most things if we can just see the grand scale of it).

15. What does the future hold for Pain of Salvation?

I have no idea, we usually surprise ourselves just as much as we surprise our fans and the press. There will be the “BE” DVD of course, and we should start thinking about touring. And then, somewhere down the line, the second part of The Perfect Element is bound to come to life of course.

16. How do you feel about having such a devoted and exclusive amount of admirers of Pain of Salvation?

I feel just fine about that. There will always be the occasional e-mail from people thinking I am their god or the new messiah and things like that, but most people are just very nice and care very much for our music and the concepts that we deal with on our albums. Maybe I would say that I am fonder of devotion than exclusiveness.

17. What is it about “One Hour By the Concrete Lake,” that bothers you?

Nothing. I love all our albums. If I am asked to place them in a sort of personal order of liking (which I prefer not to but am sometimes forced to) it just happens to be the one I would place at the bottom (one of the albums is bound to be there). That does not mean that there is any big difference, they follow each other very closely for me. I simply see that as the least original and unique one. It is still more original than most albums out there though, so I am not worried. [laughs]

18. As in regards to the continuation of “The Perfect Element” story, when do you plan on writing it?

Parts of it are written already and I was just planning to continue it when we decided to do “BE” instead. Right now it is just sitting on my mental shelf waiting for me to return to it. I can only say that it will not be our next album, that’s all I know right now.

19. In the inside of the “Remedy Lane” booklet, the dates next to the song titles, what is the significance of these dates? Are they the dates the songs were written?

They are the dates when the content of the songs takes place – much like a chronological grid that has been taken apart, just like when we recall parts of our lives and we make associations between different periods and events without caring about chronology.

20. Finally, about your latest opus “Be,” what was the recording ambiance and experience like for this album? What was it like to work with so many other musician’s in the studio?

The most different thing was that this was the first album I recorded and mixed at home, which was a very interesting experience on every level. The strings, unfortunately, had to be recorded live, so there was a lot of work with filtering and synchronisation. For the church organ, I had to take parts of my equipment to a big church to record it on location, so actually, apart from us, only Cecilia (the female vocals on Dea Pecuniae) and the Morgan family (reading the Animae narration) were in the studio with me.

21. What do you hope for in the future?


A better world where mankind finally realises what the real dangers of our time are and actually changes. Adapt BEFORE we are forced to. We simply need to be much, much better than we are today – the abuse of nature and the poor must end, there is no going around it in the long run.

22. Congratulations with the release and magnificence of “Be.” Furthermore, I’d like to thank all those involved with Pain of Salvation from the beginning to present, for all their contributions to such an important musical unit.

Thanks, and you are welcome. Wow, that turned out to be a rather funny bipolar exchange of appreciation… [laughs]

23. Do you wish add anything not mentioned or whatever’s on your mind?

Nope, I feel absolutely content and satisfied. [smiles]

Mystic Art interview
Added to the Kingdom of Loss :
: 2005-01-21
Interviewer:
Grzegorz Para
For:
Mystic Art
Answering:
Daniel Gildenlow
Date of interview:
October 20th, 2004


  1. First of all, I must congratulate you on this delicious album you granted us this fall. I will not pretend to be a die-hard fan of PoS, but having a chance to enjoy "BE" I immediately longed for listening to the previous albums of yours. And even though I found them also extremely interesting, I still claim "BE" is an album on totally different level - higher level. What is your opinion?

Thanks for all those nice words. And yes, I am of the firm opinion that "BE" is in a way our Magnum Opus, both musically, lyrically and, maybe most of all, conceptually. It is thus also the album most difficult to grasp and get into I'd say, at least for many of the average fans. On the other hand, once you let go of your expectations and predictions you will find this album to be the most rewarding and a friend for life.

  1. On the other hand, I met some opinions of people very impatiently looking forward to promised continuation of "The Perfect Element" album. And I have a feeling some of them may not be really satisfied with "BE", as your latest album presents PoS from quite different perspective. In my opinion, the extended concept together with variety of vocal lines dominated the music that has somehow been pushed to the background. Was it your intention this time or maybe you rather disagree with my opinion?

Of course there will always be the ones who want us to make another Remedy Lane or The Perfect Element or even Entropia. Pain of Salvation has always been about changing, about finding new ways and, when it comes down to it, not listening one bit to what people think we should and should not do. We respect people's opinion but they must realize that this reluctance of conformity and unwillingness to repeat ourselves is exactly what gave them those albums in the first place. I always make the music I want to hear myself and that I feel is lacking out there - over and over again I create my own favourite music. That's the only possible way to create good music. I do not agree that the concept has been allowed to dominate the music any more than the other way around. They are both dependent on one another as usual and they have both been born out of the other.

  1. As I mentioned before, the essence of "BE" lay in its concept that dominates over the music. Could you in few words describe its basics in order to intrigue the fans to fall deeper in the lyrics and everything concerned with the concept?

It's impossible to explain the concept briefly. I have done some phone interviews where I have briefly touched upon the most important aspects such as my theories on Fractals and the impossibility of seeing more than a fixed number of fractals in and out of your own system; Depriving myths of creation of their semantic and linguistic connotations as a means of seeing the larger fractals and combining them in a unified theory with our contemporary society's bodies of knowledge and hypotheses (such as Science, Religion, Philosophy, Socio-Politics etc); Life as a binary state etc. It takes me about 2 hours of very rapid and controlled talking to cover that ground just briefly and then we have not even mentioned the conceptual ideas on The Fractured Creator as the unifying glue between seemingly contradictory religions and ideas; Tardigrades as a possible key to life and death; Game theory and how it supports the idea that we are programmed for kindness as opposed to Locke's idea of "Tabula Rasa" or Christianity's "Original Sin"; The causes and examples of Overshooting the Carrying Capacity in a given Biosphere; ideas about how the soul and body connects and are allowed to disconnect in certain situations; the occurrence and reoccurrence of Fractals, Cycles and Waves in all creation; the possible existence of a Grid of time, possibly shown in energy quanta; the loss of something 8,000 BC, possibly connected to the human malfunction of the Vomaronasal Organ etc. I could write a book on any of the above ideas without covering all ground. It is simply too huge. My hope is that "BE" will just keep on growing beyond the ether of the album or the DVD shape in the future. Internet can play a big part here.

  1. I must admit I have listened to the album while following the texts simultaneously (which does not happen too often in case of mine). The track that affects the listener mostly is undoubtedly "Latericius Valete" - do you really think there is no more than half of a century left for most of us and our descendants?

In this specific fictional story it is. In real life it is all up to us, right now we are showing every sign of overshooting the carrying capacity and straining the system far beyond what it can possibly endure for any longer period of time. Mankind is indeed very good at adapting. Unfortunately, we are often to blame for the need to do so, and we seldom seem to adapt any sooner than we are forced to do so. We don't have a good record so to speak. In this, I must conclude that we are the dumbest species ever to have walked this earth, in that we have apparently forgotten how to stay alive in the system to which we belong.

  1. Another impressing track is "Vocari Dei" - I wonder what was the genesis of the idea to ask fans to record their so highly personal confessions of answering machine in order to create a song based on them. The song sounds therefore very authentic and makes the listener to focus on his own thoughts (what could be my Message to God?). How many Messages have you completed? What was the most strange/impressing/intriguing one?

I first thought of writing a number of lyrical passages and let people record them, but then I though it would be very interesting to let people talk directly from their own hearts, and with a large fan base we had the possibility of doing so. So we offered this possibility to our fans on our news letter (The Letters of Loss) and we had a great feedback. Hundreds of messages were recorded and I had a breathtaking ride listening through all of these messages. I could not pick out one more intriguing than the rest. They were all so different, yet at the same time they were all the same in their perfect rendition of humanity and mankind.

  1. Continuing - "Dea Pecuniae" is another one I have to mention. The odd dialogue of two individuals, continued in further part of the album. In the beginning it sounds strange, maybe even irritating - later on it becomes an essential part of the album. Please, reveal to the fans, what sorts of people are described by successively appearing characters.

Well, the dialogue is between Mr: Money (representing today's trend that I like to call Hyper Individualism, going hand in hand with a Capitalism in a raging stampede) and one of his many female acquaintances (this man sees anything as property or propery-to-be). This character will later on come to symbolize mankind's fear of annihilation, both on an individual level and in the context of humanity as a species (and, in this, the fractals of Life and Creation) and undergo Cryobiosis to reach immortality. In other words, the though of losing is unbearable to him, and he fails to see that a total winning can only be achieved through the complete and utter elimination of all competition (the only ultimate way of controlling a forest is to cut it down). The dialogue before Dea Pecuniae serves five purposes:

    1. We are presenting the character of Mr. Money, showing what kind of person he is and how he looks at persons as property. A successful man of our contemporary society, yet showing disturbing signs of a total lack of social skills and understanding of humanity.
    2. It is based on humour; it's funny in a childish sort of way.
    3. This humour will get the listener in a mood more appropriate to understand the cynic and humoristic touch of the following song, a humour that is much more subtle than that of the intro and could otherwise be lost on the listener.
    4. It contains some typical male word games in its bluntness and jests with today's gender roles. This also depicts their weaknesses and how, in a way, we have failed to reach equality on even the smallest levels of everyday life.
    5. The most important aspect, however, lies in the interview with Mr. Money taking place on the car radio in the background - this is where the concept is still alive an moving, so I advice you to put on your head phones and start delving deeper into the concept, not only here but everywhere on the album.

The other characters are Animae (the creational force in the beginning of the concept - the force that religion calls devine), Imago (the image of Animae - what we call life or, more specifically, mankind), Dea Pecuniae (the godess of money - Capitalism and/or The Market), Miss Mediocrity  (basically any female that is prey to Mr. Money), Nauticus (traveller of the seas - refers to both humanity and the probe built by mankind at the end of the concept, but is also implying that Animae is lost at sea just as the above mentioned, underlining the fractal patterns of creation).

  1. What is characteristic for your concepts, you attempt as strongly as possible to encourage the fans not only to listen to the music, but also to pay attention to your ideas, to start thinking on the problems you describe, to start thinking on their own in general. How do you think, what percentage of the listeners enjoy the PoS albums fully in this manner? Remembering the "Message to God" concept, I have a feeling PoS has a group of really involved fans...

I have no idea how many fans try to take in the whole aspect of every album. I can only create what my urge leads me to create and give that to others. If they wish only to listen to it in the same manner that they listen to Backstreet Boys or even exclusively have it on in the background when they vacuum clean their living room, it is their choice. And possibly their loss. Even if all our fans would do this, it would not affect my way of writing music and concepts. Luckily, we seem to have a lot of fans who delve deeper into our albums than only the surface structure of music, indeed, I guess, a lot of our fans are fans to a large extent because of the way Pain of Salvation differs from many other bands when it comes to the devotion to meaningfulness, emotion and communication. In a way, it is simply similar to the difference between writing short stories and writing novels. A collection of disconnected songs and lyrics is a collection of non-related short stories, Pain of Salvation writes novels, usually with a lot of research at the foundation and with the stress on the emotional values. Then there are those who seem to write Dadaistic poems of course... [laughs]

  1. Each of your albums have been built on a concept so far, but neither of the earlier ones involves such a diversified musical content while being so unified in lyrical layer. If we compared "BE" to "The Wall" (which in opinion of many people is the most basic pattern of a concept album in history of rock), I would risk a statement you limited the distance to this pattern very significantly this time. But maybe you have another target point?

The biggest difference between "BE" and the previous albums, is the fact that the previous ones have all had a point of departure, time wise. That is, every concept has had a "now" from which the rest of the concept is viewed. It is like the difference between living a life or remembering a life. When you look back on your life, every one of those memories will be filtered, tinted, by your present state; coloured or stained by the one you are at the time of remembering. This means that all those different memories will have the same shade or nuance regardless of how different content they carry. "BE", on the other hand, is too large to have a tidal point of departure since it spans beyond the grid of our specific fractal. Thus, we have to travel through "BE" in a sequence of "nows" where every single experience or snapshot is the top layer of time (even though "BE" does not support the idea of linear time, or time as a movement of any sort really). It naturally follows from this that the concept will change much more musically, and then, after hearing it countless time, the feeling of conformity is up to us to create as listeners when we remember and recall the music and the concept.

  1. Have you ever thought about recording a mere album, including 10 or 12 songs - each one having nothing in common with the preceding or following one? With an interesting music, but unnecessarily deep lyrics? :-)

Yes. I have thought about it in the lines of "why do that?" [laughs] Jokes aside, I don't know what the future holds; I don't have a plan. We surprise ourselves just as much as we surprise our fans every time. It would simplify my interviews a lot, that's for sure. [laughs]

  1. Is there any chance to combine the music of "BE" with a visual layer? I know you planned some sort of performance based on this material. Will other fans from outside Eskilstuna have a chance to enjoy these performances? There are some rumours concerning DVD...

There will be a DVD coming out pretty soon actually. It is a recording of the original live production of "BE" as it was when performed in the fall of 2003 with a live orchestra and a specially built stage. The show itself was very visual. When it comes to performing it live in other parts of the world in the future we will simply have to see what to do about it and discuss possible solutions.

  1. What about the orchestral parts - did you have a chance to develop your music fully on stage? What about performing "BE" live in future - how are you going to cope with the choirs, outstanding female vocals, spoken parts, Messages, etc. Or maybe it simply does not make any sense to perform these songs in every single venue?

When writing and arranging this album, I was planning the stage performance so it was performed as intended. Actually, the orchestra on the album was recorded live during one of those shows. As I mentioned above, we are not sure how to do with future "BE" shows - maybe we will just let the Swedish shows be the tour in itself and not try to recreate the show again. We'll simply have to see.

  1. I checked the dates on your website and I noticed the stage activity of PoS has become very limited over the recent two years. What is the reason?

"BE". It has taken up most of our time the last two years with research, writing, live production, studio recording, live recording, DVD production etc. As I said, this is our biggest effort and achievement by far.

  1. On the other hand, you spend a lot of time in other bands/projects, etc. Does it not collide with your obligations towards PoS - after all, when you do not work, neither music, nor concept of a new album has a chance to appear...

I have done a lot of other things but I have not spent a lot of time doing it, to be painfully honest. And in the long run, I think Pain of Salvation benefits a lot from this since it gives me other channels of both input and output, allowing me to focus on Pain of Salvation in another way. My biggest problem so far has been to shield me from a constant flow of ideas that does not have a channel or outlet. When it comes to concepts, they are being formed in my head as we speak, since they are a product of experience and a constant learning process called Life. The more I see, the quicker the concepts come together. I simply stumble across a lot of ideas every day, and all these pieces are stored in the back of my head and eventually start to interact and interconnect until, one day, they tell me that they are ready for the assembly line.

  1. One of my first considerations when I listened to "BE" concerned the status of PoS on a music scene. In my opinion a band with such a huge potential deserves much more attention than PoS currently attracts. Unfortunately many people will not have a chance to notice that such a wonderful music passes them in favour of another artificial blondie from MTV.  How do you feel about it?

When I was a kid I somehow thought that if you are just really good at what you are doing you cannot fail. However, every aspect of life seems determined to prove me wrong. Drinking your head off in the right company will much likely take you further than any talent or skill would ever do. I don't complain about the fact that our music might not attract everyone, but I would wish that everyone would have the chance of deciding for themselves what they think of our music. For that to happen, the whole entertainment industry must become less narrow minded and product oriented. Looking at every other industry before this one, however, I must assume that it is bound to go the other way.

  1. On the very end - could you explain the meaning of the album's subtitle "Chinassiah"?

It is a word puzzle, as so many other titles and phrases on the album. It derives from a combination of China (for fragility and beauty, but also manmade) and Messiah (for saviour but also the notion of something in which we, humanity, put our faith for salvation). Other puzzles on the same theme is Machinassiah (as above but with the adding of Machine symbolizing industry, artificial and a moving system), Machinageddon (as above but replacing Messiah with Armageddon for destruction and a negative spiral) and Machinauticus (as above but replacing Armageddon with Nauticus for searching, quest, lost and the creation of the probe).

  1. Thank you for the interview.

Likewise, and I really hope to be able to come to Poland with Pain of Salvation in the near future - I was very welcomed as a spokesman of Pain of Salvation when I came with the Flower Kings some while back.

 

Vampire Magazine interview
Added to the Kingdom of Loss :
: 2005-01-21
Interviewer:
Ron
For:
Vampire Magazine
Answering:
Daniel Gildenlow
Date of interview:
September 29th, 2004


Since the Pain Of Salvation phoner was scheduled at 10 pm, I was watching the remake of Tarkovsky’s “Solaris”. However, 45 minutes into the movie (9:13 pm to be exact) my phone rang. Since I didn’t expect Daniel to call this early I picked up answering in Dutch.
Yet it turned out that the journalist who was scheduled at 9 pm couldn’t be reached and Daniel asked me if I fill in on this spot. What followed was a conversation which easily exceeded the quest to find the answers to human life in “Solaris” in terms of length, philosophy and intellect…


Hi Daniel, you must feel relieved to finally get this album and its concept out of your system, right?

-Haha, yes in a way. It’s always a struggle to come up with something new and interesting. To find the next level of progression. We sort of, tried to figure that out but I feel I’m really close now.

Aha.

-So, that’s really nice.

How many journalists have told you they were completely overwhelmed by the concept and the music on the new album “BE”?

-Uhm, basically all of them.

Haha.

-I’m doing a lot of interviews. But all of them found a way to grasp the album, and that is more than I dared to hope for because I’m really aware that it’s a difficult and dangerous album in many ways. Both musically and commercially.
We really took a risk doing this album but we really loved it so we had no choice.

Haha. Okay. When I listen to this new album and compare it to the previous albums it seems like the previous outputs contained more real songs sort to speak, lyrics on those albums also dealt with emotions and feelings which are easier to relate to than to the scientific concept of the new album.

-Ah, well I think that this is probably all to a way of perceiving things. I would refer to songs like for instance “Nauticus” which is one of my favourite songs on the album. And one of my closest friends who listened to the album, he was like, how do you see that as a song. And I was very surprised and was like, what about this thing is not a song? And I guess it all depends on what you expect from Pain Of Salvation. The more you expect, the more surprised you’ll be. And the more surprised you will be, the bigger the risk that you will actually not find what you were looking for in a way. But the best way for this album is trying not to expect anything but just let the music flow through you. And then experience “BE” as something completely unique, such as it is.

Hmmhmm.

The quest for the concept of “BE”.

I’ve tried to find out what the whole concept was about and since I’m a psychologist my own starting point is a bit limited compared to all the disciplines of science that were used.
But I do have a few remarks.

-Yeah, come on.

Hehe, well you’re probably better prepared than I am but let’s see. First of all, the exclusion of language. You say we must put it aside but you use the good old rhetoric to explain your theory or concept.

-Exactly. And that was one of the biggest problems of all this. As I mentioned, one of the main points is that you have to take the language away really, in order to see the patterns like the fractals and the connections between all these different theories and hypotheses. And doing that was like doing something almost magical. It was like seeing patterns which are stunning in a way. And the thing is that when making a concept out of this, you had to address these very words once again. It was very frustrating. It’s in a way that you have your language, it’s like being human and then for just a few seconds you’re allowed to see something that goes beyond human. But then to be able to kind of communicate this, you will have to get down on that level again and see the whole thing being kind of destroyed. So it was definitely very frustrating. A very frustrating process.
And it still is, in these interviews I’m constantly being faced with the situation where I am supposed to explain the concept and in every of those situations and also in the situation of creating the concept, you’re constantly feeling at loss to describe what you mean. You just constantly feel like you’re making a very dry, limited, narrow version of that whole thing. It’s like you’re having a wonderful dream or something, and then you try to explain that to someone and as you hear your words, you just realise that although this is what I dreamt of, but it’s still not close to that dream anyway because it’s impossible to put into words and make the whole thing shine through. So you can only make a limited selection of what you’re thinking and how the theories have formed. And then in a way you have to rely on the listeners’ urge or mood or will to proceed and try to find a way into this concept. Which I completely understand if people do not feel that they have the time or will to do this.

Hmmhmm.
Uhm, let me gather my thoughts on this.

-Oh yeah sure.

I think actually, when you get this concept and theory in your own mind then, although you use your inner voice as well, it’s much easier to explain it to yourself and when you have to use the rhetoric to explain it to someone else.
That brings me to my second remark. Which is to what extent you think you will be able to make someone else to understand your theory. I mean we all perceive things differently and our interpretation phase makes different things of those perceptions as well.

-Yeah, I don’t think that… I think this is the same thing with books, the old statement that there are as many versions of a book as there are readers. I think it’s the same thing. I will probably never be able to explain to myself even, all these connections and all those interrelated flow of fractals of every one of us, different theories and everything. It’s more like seeing a pattern which you can’t really explain. And it’s really hard to try and put into words on how that works.
When you’ve been seeing a lot of different theories, you’ve read a lot of different knowledge from different territories, in a way it’s like the whole humanity is displayed in a lot of different territories. Where you have for instance, religion as one territory, and science as another one, social politics may be a third one. And in a way, all these different territories have different theories and different beliefs so to speak, a different library of words, of thought. And pretty often, these different territories and theories are seemingly contradictory. I think that probably started with the myth of creation. That is like one of the first stepping stones into this concept, and that was in 1996. We were having this course in cultural history and in that process we were reading a lot of myths of creation. I mean this kind of myth you can find in almost every nationality or part of the world. It is part of usually the indigenous people and it’s transcended through many generations and years and so on. And the thing is that these myths were often very different, dealing with different things but if you took away the words and took away the biased feelings that we have and the connections.
I had the question in a previous interview the other day, wondering why I used a girl and a man as the voices of god in the beginning of the album.

Hmmhmm.

-And first of all, I said that was not a woman actually, it’s a boy. And that is a good example what I mean with those limitations. I mean because it is part of the human structure to try to understand and often when we do that, we’re actually limiting ourselves. That is what knowledge is really about. To narrow your topic down, you take away information rather than finding information in many cases.
So for instance, as soon as you hear the voice, you will have to identity the language, you will have to identify whether it is a man or a woman, what age is he or she. And if it’s not a man or woman but a computerised voice then you would think of a computer. There’s really no way in doing this, I mean you can be as creative as possible and mix a lot of different voices, but the fact still remains that you will interpret all of those words. And every one of those words, if we go down to that level, is the same thing. As soon as you hear it, you interpret it and limit it down to what it means. And that’s the reason why I’ve used Latin for all of the song titles. Because like “Animae partus” in the beginning where you have ‘animae’ which can be god, it can be a wind, it can be a breath, it can be a spirit. We’re not as biased when it comes to those words because we don’t face them in everyday life. While most of the words that we say and learn will have a lot of different connotations attached to it. And we can’t get rid of those, no matter how hard we would try.
And listing up those myths of creation, what I saw was a story too large for words really. Or a story beyond comprehension for those who were part of it or watched it. And this was like having a very odd or weird dream. You try to get that… I mean, have you seen that movie, I think it’s “Mask”. I mean the one with Cher.

With the boy with a deformed face.

-Yeah exactly. What it was is that he tried to describe the color red to someone who can’t see and he hands her a hot potato. And it’s kind of clever but still that feeling of red is only for the people who have eyesight. Because so many things that are hot, are red, that’s why we make that connection.

Hmmhmm.

-And so, the thing is actually just as limited and narrowed down as he is. But he is not aware of that actually. He thinks he’s incredibly smart to hand her a hot potato, and the guy who wrote the script probably also thought that. But the thing is that it’s only hot for someone that knows red. It’s only hot to a person who has seen red. Because we connect it to hot since we see so many things that are red. And it doesn’t really explain the color red at all. It’s the same problem with trying to explain something that goes beyond words, and that’s what I can see in those myths of creation. The same kind of frustration in only using language and context that we can relate to. Even though what they’re trying to explain is larger or bigger. And there can be a lot of different ideas to why this would be.
A simple idea would just be that it’s been the same story initially and then it’s changed because people have moved around and find a new context, new surroundings to use, to loan and borrow themes from to use in the story. But I’m using more of a kind of fabulous and fascinating theory for this album. Where I see… kind of like “The matrix”. That there is a pattern in everything, there is pattern buried deep in all we know. Like a code for everything, and we cannot see or read it. But we’re part of it and feel it, yet can’t really explain it. And through this we’re trying to solve the puzzle of what life is about. What humanity is about. And in doing that we’re using the limitations that we have. We’re using the hot potato because that’s the only thing we have. We don’t have the tool of describing the color red in any other way. And especially when we differences are even larger than between a seeing person and a blind person. Because they still share a lot of different things, they’re practically the same, they have one input of interpreting the world that separates them.
And when it comes to these narrative structures which differ in the one telling the story and one listening to it, the distance is even larger. It’s like the universe, it’s the story teller and we are the listeners. And we just don’t have a clue really haha.
So like I said it’s been a very frustrating journey trying to put all of this together. I started with the myths of creation depriving them of words and all of a sudden these contradictory stories started to make sense. If you exchange the father for a something like representing the father like putting an X in that position, like a place holder. And then do the same thing for whatever, a crow in the other story. While the moon is being used in the third story. Or whatever the story is about and just narrow it down to just a sense of trying to pick the feelings, trying to pick the most basic pattern of how you interpret a father in a lot of different contexts. And then all of a sudden, it all starts to… it’s like having all these rhythms and the more you deprive and the more you narrow them down, the more you try to exclude human fabrications, the more you will hear all those beats and drums. Things start to go in line with each other, start to share the same rhythms. And it is truly a fascinating process. What I’ve been doing after that is just trying to apply the same thing to the rest of the 3 areas that I’ve been studying for the concept really. Which is really interesting when you see so many different theories and it’s like: but this is the same thing really. It’s exactly the same thing, but they basically were prose.

What is quite interesting is that you said you narrow things down to some more basic patterns and I think most people are biased and by using such biases they also narrow things down to be able to understand the world and be able to deal with it.

-Yeah exactly. I mean, it’s what you’re doing in both ends of it really. So you’re narrowing yourself down to communicate and you’re narrowing yourself sometimes, you know, not to have to communicate. So it’s a well tried path both ways for human beings definitely. I mean it’s been a really interesting journey through all these different worlds really. Because the magic happens when you start seeing those theories and different territories start to connect, to relate to each other and interact. And you start seeing things in the other territories as well. And that is when the concept starts to take shape.
It’s a way it’s unifying all these theories, using those patterns and those ways of interconnectivity, all of a sudden reincarnation suddenly makes sense. And not believing in it at all makes sense, and it doesn’t oppose reincarnation. Having heaven and hell without the reincarnation all of a sudden does not oppose reincarnation either. Simply because none of those words are the correct things, if you get my point.

Hmmhmm. (Ron: He means that language and the words we use are made up by us to narrow the world down to a comprehensible level. Yet none of those words are the correct terms of description for all these concepts.)

-So, for instance, having this idea of the creation of force in the beginning. The mind that shatters itself in order to understand itself and become the human being in many ways. Using that as a kind of pattern, which is purely fictional of course, is still interesting because it make the puzzle work. Even though it’s not the right way of making it work, it’s still one way of making it work. Because all of a sudden it all makes sense. Doing that, god is everywhere, and doing that there is no god. Doing that, there is a god. Depending on how you see that. And in a way, we all reincarnated if we travel into that system of being like those bits of information in a hard drive or something like that. While still there is a heaven and hell which is basically what is left. It’s like a bipolar or binary way that life is kind of consistent to two states: being and non-being. Let me give you an example, I mean this is really… we always compare humanity and ourselves to the thing that is most prominent in the technical development. So today it’s the most natural thing in the world to compare humanity to a computer system. And it’s a factual thing, people always do that. But it’s just an example.
I’ve been reading books about transcending and near-death experiences and stuff like that. I’ve also been reading books on out of body experiences. I’ve met people who have had such experiences. I’ve heard scientists who in very convincing ways argue why it is impossible. And I think they’re all right and they’re all wrong in a way.
If we just imagine that the universe as we know it is a hard drive in a computer. And we would be small bits of information in that hard drive. You would have scientists in this hard drive creating that when a bit of information is lost, it’s not lost forever because it’s lost in the hard drive. But then they should never the whole computer system. They could never understand how the bits of information have, like magic to them, travelled through the core to a monitor and being transmitted to my eyes when I sit at the computer and being stored in my brain. A storage that remains there after I delete certain bit of information. So, to the bits of information in the hard drive this is incomprehensible, this is beyond every possible way of understanding life to them. Because the whole hard drive is their universe. And it doesn’t matter how much they would try to figure out what is beyond the hard drive because it’s not their world really. It’s a completely different dimension and still in that sense, you can say the guy sitting at the computer is an all powerful god. Because he can just by touching a key on his keyboard basically destroy a world and create a new world inside that hard drive. By just erasing this letter ‘a’ and writing ‘b’ instead in his Word document or whatever. So in a way, he’s the perfect god but on another level it’s just a completely natural process which does not include the urge or need to create. Because when I type that little key, I have no intention of certain bit of information. It’s just necessary for what I’m doing at that moment. And the connection between these two worlds can never be understood from the other side of the circuit. The bit of information of being a scientist, if being in this world, that claims that this bit of information would be like another human being, that bit of information is lost when it is destroyed. This is completely correct since this bit of information is lost in the computer. And the ones who say that the information, like the souls of information will transcend onto another level are also right. Both of them are right. But they just have a limited view on what is right and what is wrong. So they would say they have contradictory theories about this. But they don’t, they just don’t see how they’re right.

(Ron: How are the bits of information who are reading this, doing right now? I can assure you I’ve destroyed and created millions of worlds typing this interview!)

Grab your towels!

Your notion of the universe as a computer reminds me of Douglas Adams’ “Hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy”, in which the earth is actually a computer designed to come up with the answer to the question… no wait, it’s the question to the answer of 42.

-Haha yeah exactly. Indeed it is actually the question to the answer 42. The answer is 42 but nobody knows what the questions was haha.

Yes, I think just the earth exploded by the doing of the Vogons, its last calculation of the question was something like 9 x 6. But this doesn’t equal 42 so it’s still remains unsolved hehe.

-I mean, that’s what is not really realistic but that book, even though it is also a theory completely fictional, and I don’t think for one second he believed that that was a correct theory of the constitution of the world, but still also a way of laying the puzzle. And it is valid for a lot of questions that will arise, it’s a wonderful example of how twisted and turned things can be when seeing them from different angles, to see what comes out. Regarding the sources of literature I really love reading both sorts of books. You know, by side by side on equal terms, there usually are some books which make you find things out and then there is the more entertaining literature. And I really think you can gain just as much from all of these different variants of literature. If it’s good, it’s good, regardless of categories.

Yes, and I feel the same about music. There’s only good music and bad music.
If it doesn’t move me or make me think then it is ‘bad’ music in my opinion. And indeed regardless what music style or genre it is.

-Exactly.

Easter eggs in the songs.

I have some questions about the songs, not all of them, but some of them hehe.

-Oh yeah, bring it on.

The fourth song (“Pluvius aestivus”), I did have Latin in high school, so I’ll just use the Roman numbers of the songs if you don’t mind.
This song includes a piano part which has a certain Philip Glass feel to it. Would you agree?

-Well, the thing is I’ve heard a few different alternatives already haha. I’ve never listened to Philip Glass so I guess I can’t say if there’s a Glass influence in it. And if it is, it’s definitely not intentional because it’s nothing that I really know. But another interview is like, well this is extremely influenced by Archive X. (Ron: I think he means the X files)
And I was like, yeah maybe it is. Because I never really watched that show either even though I liked since I kinda have a feeling that it is good. I have heard the soundtrack even though I haven’t really listened to it.
(Daniel starts singing the X files theme song.)
I have heard it, it’s somewhere in the back of my head but it is kind of interesting since this is repeating itself with the album. And people are like, well this must be influenced by this or that. And every time I’m embarrassed to say, uhm… haven’t heard that haha.

Well, I’m not saying that it’s influenced but the piano part I’m talking about is fast, melodic and repetitive.

-Yeah.

And that is something which is one of Philip Glass’ trademarks. These constantly repetitive, beautiful piano parts that keep going on, there’s no beginning or an end really. He made some excellent soundtracks as well, like for instance for “The hours”.

-Alright! That is a great movie.

Yeah, and the soundtrack is also fabulous.

-Yes sounds interesting. I have the movie so I can watch it again and listen more to the soundtrack.

There’s this interlude prior to song six (“Nauticus”) in which a man and a woman who are quarrelling in a car.

-The so-called "Car Scene".

Yeah.
You’ve probably had lots of questions about it before.

-Hmm, just a few actually, not as much as I thought it would provoke.

'Cause I don’t have the lyrics, would have preferred to have them, but this section just somehow falls out of place, it doesn’t fit very well with the rest of the album or so it seems.

-Haha. Yeah, it serves 3 purposes really. First of all, it serves the purpose of being funny. And kind of funny at the expense of the male gender. It’s like the downside of the male gender in a way. So that’s the first and simple purpose.
Second purpose is that being on the funny side of things, being cynical and all that, it kind of gets you in the right mood so that you will take the song that follows in a more correct way. Because that song is cynical in itself and has a lot of ironical sublevels of information. And I think this song will be much easier approached by these feelings in the right way because you’re in a certain mood from that introduction.
And finally the third and maybe most important reason; that actually the story you’re listening to, is actually taking place on the radio. On the car radio. So the car radio is where the actual story is taking place. Because there is an interview with Mr. Money going on, on the radio about technical development and cryobiology which he’ll come to later on in the concept. So, that’s the car scene laid out for you hehe.

Okay, well I sure as hell would never have figured out the third one!

-Haha, so that’s like a little, almost like a little Easter egg. It’s just like many songs on the album that have many sublevels but one of the more easy sublevel to point out.

Yes, there are so many layers to be found I really pity the journalists, I pity myself! To try to find all these layers in this huge musical creation. There’s so much of it…

-Haha.

Song number 8 (“Vocari dei”) includes these voice mail messages from the fans. They are very moving but what I don’t get is that the messages are addressed to god.

-The thing we did was… are you still there? Hello?

Yeah, I’m still here hehe.

-I accidentally hit my telephone with my elbow and I thought it had disconnected the line.

Nono, I’m still here.

-That’s good haha. Yeah, I wanted to depict… because when moving through the concept we started off with how this creation of force in the beginning is forming the world in order to understand itself. So it’s like a quest to understand himself or herself or itself. And then mankind is formed in that same you know, as an image, as this lower commonly crow. And they would follow mankind’s progression really into the acres where we are at today. Where we turn religion into our own tools, and we’re turning the former god into more of a slave, who will help us solve of our own purpose. And here we can see a lot of switching in scenes where you have god displayed as one caller states: once again the humans messed things up.
Because speaking of god, you will instantly have a lot of connotations to that word and the same thing goes for slave. So, those were the two most interesting words I could find that would fit into the concept. I’m really still not satisfied with those two words. I would rather have the relation between them at a more pattern scale sort of speak. A more fractal scale.
In that little section we are really looking at humanity, once again man, which is a very biased word as for as gender is concerned. But mankind or humanity, which also contain man, so it doesn’t really help. Anyway, the relation to deity, divinity and god and themselves, I wanted to depict that in a good way.
And I was first of all thinking to have people when you record the messages and maybe record the messages ourselves. But then I figured it might be a very good idea having people call and just leave their messages by themselves. We have a lot of subscribers to this newsletter we send out, so we send out an offer to participate in “BE”, simply by calling a number and you would have the possibility of leaving a message to god. And the rules were really very simple, you can do whatever you want. You can hate, you can love, you can cry, you can laugh, you can joke, you can be dead-serious, whatever you want. Everything is completely up to you. The only thing we wish is that you make it full-heartedly. I mean, I was going to say seriously but that also implies that you have to be serious. And heartedly also implies a certain amount of seriousness. So once again the words are really a problem here haha. But do it honestly you know. Although honest also is a bad word because it implies that you have to be honest with your message but you don’t have to be honest either. It was like a breathtaking ride listening to all those messages. A lot of people were funny when they called and left their messages. And it was really difficult to pick out just a handful because I really wanted to use all of them.

I can imagine.

-Yeah. So uhm, but it was definitely a thrilling ride. I remember one point when I was listening to this extremely serious message and I thought, oh shit this guy is going to kill himself. And maybe it’s our fault since now he feels like he left his message and it’s okay now, now he can end it. And we were like, oh man what have we done, you know? What have we created here? And then, after stopping in the end there was a silence for a while and he went like (puts on happy voice): "okay guys, that was it, hope you enjoyed it. Really looking forward to the next album. You absolutely rule guys!" Haha!

Hahahaha!

-It was like you’re closed between these emotions and you start to go like: oh man… It was really a thrilling ride as I said. But I think it really contributed a lot to the feelings of that song and of the whole album actually.

Obviously the songs sort of breathe different moods, like for example song number 12 which sounds like a dirge. Like a funeral song.

-Uhm… 12, which one is that?

Uhm…………… I would have to go and check the CD back cover.

-Is it the last one, or the church organ one?

Could be. I’ll go and check the song title.

-Okay, that would help hehe.

It’s called “Omni”.

-Yeah, it’s the church organ one. Yeah, that is kind of like the turning point where you have Nauticus which is like an intelligent probe. Because I always loved the idea of these probes that mankind sends out and they have like this gold vinyl album with Mozart on there. And you have a man and a woman raising their right hand because that’s like the universal symbol of peace you know. It’s so crappy. I really would wanna be on one of those meetings when they’re deciding what they would send to represent mankind. It’s just hilarious in a way. And in this concept mankind is sending away this really intelligent probe with the buildings of social life and he’s going to learn as it moves along. At this point it’s like, because usually when we have people in this concept thing, it’s kind of a symbol of mankind. This man send probe is like mankind in a symbol. Depending on this probe to be able to find the answer of the meaning of life in time. Because we really messed things up here on earth. So that’s basically the feeling. It is kind of a funeral march. The harmonies of that song are really… you go from this one end and the whole very long passage actually reaches like a final chord. Exactly at the end when you resolute the chords. I really love the chord structure of that song. I think it underlines the message really well.

Okay.

The necessity of skipping questions…

-I just want to say that I have to quit kind of soon because I’m supposed to call another interviewer at 10 o’clock now. But just take the most important ones of the ones you have left.

Haha, okay.
Hmm... haha.
Let’s skip that one…

-Hahaha.

Yeah, I hate to skip questions.
A very short one then. The end of the album with the kid’s voice singing “We have room for all god’s creatures, right next to the mashed potatoes”, you mentioned the progression of mankind, it reminds me a bit of the end of the movie “2001: A space odyssey” with its cosmic rebirth.

-Oh yeah? Uhm… yeah actually it might, it might. I haven’t really thought about that but I’m thinking about these circles in a way. So actually in the end, this probe kind of gains awareness of itself and just like in the beginning, just like you are never really aware of the exact moment when you fall asleep. I think that no being can be aware of this exact thought, just like we can go down to the creation of the universe like the first millisecond or probably even shorter, but never reach the exact point of zero. You can never do that. And it’s the same thing with being created, you can never go back to the exact moment of creation. You can never remember your own creation. Just like you can never attain light speed but you can get very, very close. So this probe wakes up and being unable to go back its own creation it doesn’t know where it comes from. And it has got all the knowledge of mankind really, and all the knowledge of life (Ron: hmm, sounds like Marvin to me!), so it has the potential of creating a universe, a new world. And with that final exclamation “I am” we can even imagine that a new circle, a new cycle it starts at that point. And it is the exact same origin and god or creation of force that we have in the beginning of the album creating it.

So it’s full circle once again.

-Yeah.

"BE" live?

Okay, one more question then. I really do hate skipping all the rest of the questions…
How are you going to play this album live? I mean, how are you going to pull this one off?

-We are not sure if we will actually. Because we did the live production of it like a year ago. And when we actually played this whole thing in a very nice production live for three weeks. And we’ve been discussing it from every possible angle and we can’t really figure out how it could be possible to do this live. Because you really can’t do it with only our instruments since this is so far from Metallica as you can get. Uhm, the orchestra is really part of the musical structure. So if you take that away it doesn’t make sense anymore.

So that’s probably also one of the reasons why you’ll be released the DVD version of “BE”.

-Yeah exactly. This is a good thing to see how it was actually performed in the original version.

Okay. And do you have any touring plans coming up?

-Well right now we’re still talking about it. I mean because we’ve been so busy making “12:5” and then making the live production of “BE”, making the album production of “BE”, and now making the DVD production of “BE”. It’s just so difficult foreseeing this schedule so we have actually skipped touring as much as possible. We’ve done a few shows here and there but it’s basically only when we’re forced to do that hehe. You know, either the album is very good or it’s a good place and we have to play there. So we’ll have to see until after the DVD is getting done we can start talking about the future when it comes to touring and playing all of that.

Because I still haven’t seen you guys live!

-Really? Oh!

Yes exactly, so I’m really anxious to see you in a club or on a festival.

-Yeah. We’re always getting back to the Netherlands so you have better chances than most people on this world to have the possibility of seeing us in the future. Because we always play in Holland and we practically did a Holland tour a couple of years ago. It was called the Benelux tour but we never played in Luxembourg so I call it the Bene-tour. But we will get there. If not with “BE” we will play other material. But we will get there.

Good, looking forward to it.
So I’ll let you off the hook now haha, so you can call that other guy. But it was very nice talking to you.

-Yeah, it was a very nice and pleasant interview. So it was my pleasure.

I’ll send you an e-mail when it’s online so you can check it if you have the time.

-Alright, cool.

Bye bye.

-Okay bye.

Japanese Interview
Added to the Kingdom of Loss :
: 2005-01-21
Interviewer:
Yuji Okumura
For:
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Answering:
Daniel Gildenlow
Date of interview:
October 4th, 2004


1. I've seen a PoS show for the first time at ProgPower V festival in Atlanta. I enjoyed the show very much and felt that 1.5 hours were very short. How did you feel about the show?

Great that you saw the show, I wonder if you had to land in the outskirts of Ivan the storm as we had to, but you were probably there already. Well, those 90 minutes seem much longer when you are the singer, believe me, especially with the set list we had for the evening. :) Johan Hallgren caught a really bad cold the same day as the gig so we were all a bit anxious about his health on stage, but he pulled through. I wouldn't say it was one of our best shows but the audience seemed to appreciate it, a lot of people came to see us alone, which is very flattering. There were a bunch of people from Costa Rica there and they pressed their own Pain of Salvation shirts for the event ("Costa Rica is getting used to pain!" they read - we were given a shirt each in the band too).

2. Please tell us the set list at ProgPower V.

Wow, I don't know if I remember it. I remember starting with Undertow - I think that made a great impact as opposed to all the power metal bands there starting off with their most powerful and speedy songs; the lights went out and before the curtains opened you would hear that single guitar growing - silence spread across the audience like magic. We decided the order of the songs simply by writing every song on a piece of paper and draw them one by one from a cowbell, haha. It turned out surprisingly well I'd say. I remember playing Rope Ends, Idioglossia, Trace of Blood, Inside, People Passing By, Used, In the Flesh, Ashes, ! and Beyond the Pale. I might be forgetting something though...

3. The set list was said to be based on the votes by fans. Was it difficult to decide the number of songs to ten something? Why didn't you play any tune from the new album, "BE"? Is there any album tune that cannot be played live?

All songs are written and produced in order to be possible to perform live, to answer your last part of the question. The list was decided by the fans through voting and we simply picked the top songs until we covered all 90 minutes. "BE" was not out at that point so there were no votes for that album. It was a special thing for this festival since we were special guests.

4. When did you start to write songs for "BE"? Did you write all the tunes by yourself?

I started to work on the concept and music in March 2003, and we performed it for the first time later that same year. I wrote all songs except for Iter Impius, which was written by Fredrik and I wrote the lyrics.

5. Though a live album, 12:5 was released in between, "BE" is the first studio album in two years since Remedy Lane. Does it mean you spent a lot of time on production and recording? How was the band's situation in the meantime?

Well, first off, I would like to say that 12:5 is much more than a live album or an unplugged album. It is in many aspects a complete make-over of many of the previous Pain of Salvation songs, making a whole new concept about the relation of two people, that can also symbolize the relational patterns of mankind or the interactions of nationalities in contemporary society. Furthermore, the last two years have probably been the most productive both for the band and myself. First there was the whole writing process of "BE" after a few months of discussing ideas and actually working a little on The Perfect Element part II, then there was a lot of work with the conceptual ideas and the click tracks, back tracks and projections for the live production of "BE" that took place in the fall of 2003 for three weeks. During those weeks we did a live recording of the whole show. Then there was the work on the DVD recording of "BE" before creating and recording 12:5 and releasing that after making the artwork. After that I finished building my own studio and we started recording the studio version of "BE". The last two months (prior to the release of "BE") we have been working on the live version and the DVD productions as well. To clarify the level of work I can mention that me and my wife Johanna have had two weeks of real vacation together in almost 12 years together. Apart from the above mentioned, I have personally also been involved in three tours with the Flower Kings, one album recording and one DVD recording with the same band, the Hammer of the Gods project together with Mike Portnoy, Paul Gilbert and Dave LaRue, the second part of Genius, a Spastik Inc album and a number of Pain of Salvation shows every now and then.

6. You once said that music and concept were moving at the same time. Was this true with BE?

Yes and no. The framework for the concept of "BE" was beginning to take shape as early as back in 1996, but the concept is bigger than ever on this album and the ideas and theories needed a lot of time to mature and create interconnections. When the song writing process started for real, that's when the concept creation moved up to a higher level and started to develop more in sync with the music, so from that point it developed hand in hand as usual.

7. Tell us about the concept of "BE". Are all the song titles Latin? If possible, please explain the scenes represented by the individual tunes. Is the subtitle Chinassiah a coined word of yours?

The concept is too complex to be explained - if I talk really fast I can make a brief description in about two hours. Believe me, I have actually tried. Let's say that it is a modern tale of creation, a unifying hypothesis attempting to explain all the different thoughts and ideas of seemingly contradictory theories presented by different territories of contemporary society such as Science, Religion, Sociopolitics, Philosophy, Psychiatry etc. Some key notions would be fractals (seeing the same patterns' repetition on several levels) and the deprivation of linguistic values and semantic connotations applied to the above mentioned theories and beliefs. The use of latin is a way of avoiding too much tinting and filtering of the bigger patterns as they are again pushed into the realms of human language. For instance, I bet they have translated the English into Japanese, but not the Latin, right? Latin is a dead language even though it is kept alive in some ways, thus you are free to take poetic freedom to a larger extent without people reacting too sharply. As an example I can mention Nihil Morari, just to give you a clue as how to work on the titles. Nihil is a latin word meaning "nothing" or "emptiness" or what is left when you deprive something of everything, so to speak. Brick number one. Then you have the word Morari, meaning "leftovers" or "remains" of something - "corps" in a way. Brick number two. Then you put them together and translate them into English: Nothing Remains (this is the magical process where the homonym (right? When two words sound and sometimes even look exactly the same, but mean different things depending on the context) "remains" transcends from the plural noun to the progressive form of the verb. Brickwork. See the magic yet? It's also a language with very wide semantics, in that the word Animae can mean god, spirit, wind, breath etc, making it possible to focus on the larger patterns. Chinassiah is a homemade construction consisting of China (symbol of beauty and fragility) and Messiah (symbolizing both the saviour and the hope/belief of salvation - a hope we can place in different "fractals" such as political movements, persons, gods, inventions. In other words, all of the above mentioned contemporary social territories or mind worlds have saviors of their own - deceivingly contradictory. Furthermore we have in the other constructions Machine, Armageddon, Nauticus to indicate the evolution of Imago (mankind).

8. The booklet of the album has many pictures like those from movies. Does this mean that BE was also completed as a visual work? Does this have something to do with a DVD release?

Most images comes from the projections that we used at the back of the stage when we performed it live in 2003, and parts of those projections will be visible in the DVD that we are working on right now.

9. Comparing BE with the past works, what do you think is different and how you have made progress musically?

"BE" is a much more complex and intellectually challenging piece of work, where we have allowed the songs to have a much more developed personality and integrity. All the previous albums are created like a view from a particular point of departure, like remembering your life will always tint and filter the situations you remember depending on what point you are actually viewing them from, right? Then it's natural that they all breathe the same air and are colored in different shades of the same color. On "BE" however, we are truly moving through the concept since there is no possible fixed viewing angle to a story with a span that exceeds the Universe as we know it. Thus, the songs will a more unique personality as you move through the matrix of the whole story bit by bit.

10. Vocari Dei has a Japanese phrase 'Kamisama-san, Naze senso...Sayonara'. Who said the phrase? What does this stand for?

I truly do not know. We gave our fans the possibility of participating in "BE" by calling a phone number and leave a message to God, they could say whatever they felt and wanted to express to God. It gave the song an extra dimension and really adds to the concept and the relation between the Gods and Slaves used in it. So I was hoping you could tell me... :)

11. I think your fans now assume that PoS albums mean conceptual albums. Don't you feel it a heavy burden to create concept albums?

No. To me it is like asking a writer why he writes novels instead of short stories. I don't feel like I have to, I'll simply do it as long as I want to.

12. How about Part 2 of The Perfect Element? Is it still put in cold storage? Do you plan to produce Part 2 in the near future?

The second part will come, don't worry. But the time needs to be right. People have waited for what? twenty, thirty years? for the third episode of Star Wars, so I figure around 2025...? No, just kidding.

13. Please tell us about your plans in the near future. Is it tough to work as the member of PoS and that of THE FLOWER KINGS? Is there any possibility that PoS's coming to Japan to play live?

Well, first of all we will lay our last hands on the coming "BE" DVD, then we might start to think about where to go next. I have some great song ideas and conceptual ideas but I will just let them decide for me as usual, I'll go with the flow and gently steer rather than push the music away from its genuine form and spirit. I think that all of the side projects I've been involved in rather makes it easier to focus on Pain of Salvation since it produces an outlet for a lot of the other musical rivers that flow through my head and sometimes just distract me. Pain of Salvation is my brainchild, my love and my first priority. My favorite band with my favorite musicians making my favorite music of all times. It is music transcending man, transcending the stained and torn little constitution we call civilization. It is Music. And "BE" is our latest world, the new and most developed chapter in the Pain of Salvation Book Of All That Matters.
We would love to come to Japan - we are just waiting for an invitation. I was there myself back in 1997 and it was a great and very memorable week in my life. I tell everyone all the time how much I enjoyed Japan (or, I should say, Tokyo - but the next time I hope to see even more of Japan!).

Love.

Thank you very much.